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i'm so frustrated with myself. i'm broke, i don't have a temp job right now, so what do i go do? buy more clothes... i mean they were all on sale, but still. and tonight i do my bills, and then i realize what a bad idea spending money was. so i'm on my way to my friends house, and i realize that i forgot to eat, so i stop by burger king (i know, BAD) and pay for my dinner in change to a teenager. i don't know what is more demeaning than that. okay maybe i do. so i decide, that i need to get my greeting card business going. because this will surely bring me money. except i don't know what i'm doing, and who is going to buy this shit anyway? plus cafepress has some fucked up rules. and i'm frustrated because i keep checking the mail, and i get nothing from grad schools, and i just want to know... but who cares? because i don't even know where i'm going to find the money to pay for it. and i'll be getting money back in taxes, but i wanted to spend that on my trip to europe, but i have DEBTS... and i should just sell all my possessions and shut the fuck up. i'm considering buying a cell phone (this is from a person who swore she would never get one). again, not realistic, because i'm broke. there's some huge family drama going on right now, and i think i may be in the middle of it very soon. in fact, i should be in the middle of it right now, but the only reason i'm not is because i was too tired to join in on saturday. i think my brother is pissed at me, which is unrelated to the family drama, but i don't know if it's related to another drama. but maybe he's just joining in the moody cycle that seems to be going on lately. i can kind of understand why anna nicole smith married that old guy, not that i would, but hey a stripper needs food to eat (almost a crank yankers reference). |
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