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i've been having really fucked up dreams lately. here's a list of the types: 1 - the end of the word/destruction/chaos dreams 2 - the i'm deformed and "you know who" ignores/avoids me (vanilla sky?) 3 - someone is in the backseat of my car, and touches my shoulder. just as i turn around to see who it is, i wake up (i only dream this if the tv is off and i'm in complete darkness. i used to dream someone was in my room before when i was in complete darkness) and last night i had a dream i was going to see my favorite local band perform, but i was with angela. we went to visit prison. except i think she just wanted to pick up something from the gift store. all the guys at the jail were naked. i guess it was visitation party day in prison. so angela bought something from the gift store, and didn't seem phased by the naked men. and i saw a couple of my "new friends" hanging out at the jail, waiting to hump the criminals. so i talked to them for awhile. these new friends don't exist in real life though. then later in the dream i was outside with sarah getting ready to see the local band perform. what does that shit mean? i've started a new book. it's called your innate psychic powers. yeah, don't laugh. so far it sucks, because i have to practice for a week on this one part before i go any further. i keep forgetting to work on this part when i'm around people though. i don't even know how this book got into my bookcase. all i know is that it's a british book. it could have been my moms, she used to be able to move objects. or so she tells me. there are two people in my family who have schizophrenia. i have made it my goal to research the things these two people have in common. it will be hard, because i have to ask their mothers questions, and both mothers are very very sensitive. i might have a job lined up for me, but i'm not going to discuss it too much, in case i jinx myself again. i just hope i get it. i started a diet for my whole family. it's not really a diet though. i'm just worried about how my parents eat, but what sucks/rules is i have to be a good example and eat healthy too. modeling, it works best. thank you behavorial psych. so, yeah, i may have to give up fast food once and for all. goodbye taco bell nachos goodbye mcdonald cheeseburger
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