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just when i thought i couldn't have anymore annoying faults, i develop a really bad habit of clenching my teeth. i don't know how it started... when i'm aware of it, i can stop. but i wake up, and my teeth hurt because they've been clenching for hours. should i sleep with a mouthguard? i think it's weird that 'sail to the moon' is about thom yorke's son. it just seems like such a sad song to me. maybe it's meant to be. i wonder if we pick our parents. thom yorke's son thought, "this guy will write a really cool song about me. and maybe more than one song." recently i've been listening to the matrix reloaded soundtrack while i work out. 3 songs in particular: session by linkin park, dread rock by oakenfold, zion by fluke. i still don't get why they used the zion song for the sex scene. when i listen to it, i think hardcore fighting and stealth mode. but i'm glad i have new music, so i can continue pretending i'm a secret agent while i jog. my new job sort of sucks. the hours are shitty, i have to drive a long way to get there and everything seems so unorganized. i'm also working for friends of the family. not that i would slack off that much, but i feel pressured to be perfect at all times.
i really need to talk to sarah. i feel like she's the only one who can be objective about my decisions. but... i think she might be too busy to sit down with me. i saw this little girl at work today, and i felt like i was 5 years old again. she kept staring at me. it made me feel like an imposter. just when i think my mom can't get any weirder - she puts the half chewed brain down, and thinks up a new scheme. my mom used the izone camera i got my dad (yet another shitty fathers day present he doesn't use) to organize her shoes. she took pictures of her shoes, put the shoes in their respective shoe boxes, and then she put the izone pictures on the boxes. now she can just look at the picture on the box, and know what's inside. i came home last night to see all these pictures of her shoes laying around. she looked confused when i was rolling on the floor laughing. okay, i wasn't rolling, because who does that? i've held my gut from laughing so hard, but i've never rolled. the last time i rolled was down a hill while i was drunk. |
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