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it's official. i'm moving to boston. i gave my notice to my job... except i'm not sure when i'm moving. and i need to do more research. i'm getting a lot of help from my family. so big ups to them for all the support. i think i'm scared. at work the other day, this little girl came into the office crying, begging to use the phone to call her mom. i asked her what was wrong... "the girl who i ride with isn't here. i'm scared my mom won't come to pick me up. she doesn't know." and she broke into tears again. we all called her mom a billion times. her mom came into the office and smiled it off, "my daughter doesn't like the unexpected." maybe i'm like her too. maybe i'm not used to the unexpected. i don't think i've ever been fully surprised in my life. every surprise my friends have planned, i have figured out before hand. and i think of 5 billion situations before i do anything. and when i am surprised, it's usually out of disappointment. i know things will be fine. it's all not a big deal. but i have an over active imagination, and i just wish i'd just calm it down a bit more. i still clench my teeth, but i reserve it for the front teeth now (i have a slight overbite). it's like whatever makes me want to fuck up my teeth, also wants me to get over my overbite. today i wore these pants that i've worn one other time. they are too big for me now. what a waste of money. i'm happy about losing weight, don't get me wrong. but maybe i need to be a bit more optimistic when i buy pants from now on. i met the lomo ambassador. i think he was impressed that i'm part of the axis of evil. so i think i'm in the lomo club! something random: i love sneezing. |
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